im feelin sick ryte now..

heaDache..and ma cough damn terrible..

argghh~ how i wish im at home ryte now..

after work aRd 430 haVe to rushed to Bbdc.

mit ma New Fren NuruL...then to ma

Theory lesson tw0..ard 750 then i wil have

to take e evaluation.....eeeee~ damn scawie...

hahaha..wateva..

aniwaes...i was damn chheeerriee..to mit ma gurlfwens...

' NEEZE & RAWK'....love em lotssss....

neezee..was wit me yesterdae...before class...

then rawk...was there wit me...after ma classs..

gaWd...m i..forTuNate to haVe replacements....heheheh..

bt..sadly..i tot i cuD haVe fuN..aft dat..

bt......sumtink bad happened...n...from dat moment..

i was damn farkup wit dat jerk....whom i don wanna mention..

his name... how Cud he..do tis to ma GF...ure gettin engage soon..

for goD sake...y do u stil have e heart to twotimer wit e tamp gurl...

y?!!!!! aRghhh~ y cant u jus stay wit one...

if i hav e chance...i wud have kill u....dammit!!!

to ma gf...whos feelin real bad ryte now..

i jus hope dat.. everitink wud be settled soon..

i pray hard dat he wil change.....

i just dunnoe Wats gonna happen to my life..

i tot DAt..i Wud be out of tiS bundled probs soon...bt im wrong..

dae by dae..it kips..givin me much heaDache..

being wit fam..iZ GReat bt i Cant resist..e pain in me..

ma dad esp..i jus dun undestand..wat he wants from me..

he wanna me work wit me..n herre i am in office wit him..

wat more does he want from me..?! y does he kip reprimandin me...beatin me up like as if im one of his frens...imma gurl..for God sake..n im nineteen...at tis aGe i tot i cudden get beaten up like Dat..

evritime i wana go out....he will kip askin me waT tyme i wanna b baCk..im owaes on time..bk home..on wekdaes....Ar 9 or 10...exp fOr Weekdaes...if i've got sumtin on..i wil b late...bt its stil b4 12....

im oReadi stressed wit e prob im in..n hes owaes rubbin salts on ma wounds...

another person who i tot cud atleast help mi...wen im in tis condition...

was actualli doin tinks as if theres notink Wrong wit me...

he shud hV atleast took e time to spen wit me...or aTleast haVE a serious Tok..

wenever i wanna haVe a Serious Conversation wit him..there he is...tryin to change e subJ..Sumtymes i jus Wonder..is he meant...to be my guy...if he reali was...y was he reactin like tis..

i wanna gettout of tis SHIT....GODdAMMIT..

i cant take it Animore....

im loving...it..dae by dae...n i jus cant let it go........please sumone save me..from tiS...

im realli hurt...